I’m still here, and I’ve been copyediting. I finished freelance project #2 on Monday and turned it in and have started back up on Burning Bright, KD Sarge’s awesome fantasy novel.
I did write about 600 words on Covenant recently.
And that is really it. I’ve been thinking about future projects, and I’m considering starting Survivor for NanoWriMo (unless I have an editing job or two, then it’s a no) because while I’ve done enough prep work and thinking, I realize that I’ll need to just jump in and do it. I haven’t really had an opportunity on a Sunday lately. But a solid 30k would be fantastic (I can no longer do 50k due to my wrists, but 30k is doable).
Rewrites are a bit tricky for me and my muse. We’re afraid to screw it up, so the beginning feels momentous. With an older project, Pirouette, which I rewrote a total of 4 times, each rewrite had accumulated more weight — this one was going to be The One. No, this one. Or this one. I can’t screw this up… I remember the fourth time — I wasn’t even ready yet, but it was weighing on me so one day I wrote 200 words. And then I felt a bit better, because I’d started the damn thing. And then I added a few hundred more. The more I wrote, the better I felt. I still feel #4 is my strongest yet. I am planning another rewrite, but I wonder if maybe all it needs is an intense revision. It’s been 5 years since I set it aside. I was too close to it and I was losing the love. I’m considering making it a 2016 project, depending on how Survivor goes.
Sooooo this beginning to Survivor is huge, but I have to remember: sometimes it’s not the words, because they can be changed, but the physical act of beginning again that counts. We shall see.
Annd that’s really about it for me.
Chocolate consumption: Not as much as I’d like! I just had a WW sundae so that helps. 🙂
I feel the same way about rewrites: “I’m going to change this thing here and RUIN EVERYTHING ELSE!!!” Which has never really happened, and the piece will be better after the rewrites. I know that, but just try convincing me in the moments before starting. So, kudos for beginning the process!
Thanks, Katherine! It’s scary but necessary. 😉
At some point, we just have to learn to let it go. Those babies of ours are never going to be perfect, but they have to make their way in the world, knobby knees and all. 🙂
Ruth – Absolutely! I’m working on it. 😉