This year has been a game changer for me, so I had to constantly revise and refine my goals numerous times. Here’s the recap:
~I didn’t query a single agent this year, but I did participate in an agent-judged contest and didn’t even make the first cut. However, it was a great experience putting my work out there. I also strongly believe that the book I used wasn’t the right one.
~Pirouette, my beloved Pirouette, is off the table this year. I finished the revision (4th draft) and sent it off to critiquers as planned. However, preliminary feedback has suggested that it might not be ready for submission yet. While my first instinct was to rip it to shreds again, it was suggested by some close writer friends that I set it aside to gain much needed distance, as I’m failing to see its true flaws. Now I am still waiting for the rest of the feedback, but I have a feeling I’ll get more of the same. Either way, I need distance. Right now, it has become the book of my heart which is not a good thing. So, for now and most likely 6 months to a year, Pirouette will rest. I’ll get the rest of the feedback hopefully soon and will start making some decisions.
~Pirouette was the only novel I felt was submission-worthy, so there was nothing to submit anywhere else, unfortunately.
~I’ve made the decision to experiment with self-publishing for my fiction. I’m currently hard at work on Fey Touched, which I hope to publish through Turtleduck Press next year.
So, because if these things, everything needed an overhaul.
Let’s look at the 2011 goals, shall we?
~SUBMIT something. This is HUGE. This year was supposed to be the year for that, but I got a bit derailed. I will submit something if it kills me. Most likely either Alpha Female or Pirouette. As I said above, this was not in the cards.
~Finish up Alpha Female and get it critted. I did finish the final revision, but I’m stuck on some plot points, so this has been waiting patiently for me to return to it.
~Do the final revision on Pirouette and get it to critters. Ding, ding, ding! Done.
~Submit something! Again, did not happen, sadly…actually technically, I did submit something to that contest. That’s big.
~Continue Flamebound revision, hopefully finish (I see a rewrite in my future…) I have continued the revision, but I’m still on lesson 8. I am making progress, just slowly.
~Finish Without Wings, my second poetry chapbook with Turtleduck Press, and get it to approvals by Feb. 1st. This is a biggie because it still needs some work and time is ticking. Ding, ding, ding! Done.
~Write (hopefully) Darkweaver. Completely derailed, but I’m tentatively scheduling this for 2012. I have a specific publisher in mind.
~Work on Don’t Close Your Eyes, chapbook #3.This one is also off the table, for two reasons: 1) I’m done writing chapbooks for the foreseeable future, and 2) The subject matter is something I can’t write about yet. I’m not ready.
~Do not get derailed this time. Stay to the goals. Ha, ha, HA!
~Get an agent. This is also off the table till I get something submission-worthy done. I have a few ideas.
While this looks totally pitiful, I’ve learned a lot this year: roll with the changes, be flexible, sometimes you can’t keep to the exact plan, experimentation is great, and, most of all, sometimes something isn’t ready for the big time. While it might feel that way, it’s not necessarily so. Big lesson here. And distance. I’m learning this right now.
Soooooo what’s in store for 2012, huh?
This is all subject to change (gotta declare that):
~Finish Fey Touched and eventually self-publish it (includes lots of revisions and lots of blood, sweat, and tears). It’s currently at 58.5k. Goal is 100k.
~Continue Flamebound revision, hopefully move on from lesson 8!
~Write a novel (to be determined later. Current contenders are Survivor Rewrite, Darkweaver, and Fey Touched 2)
~Get unstuck on Alpha Female (note I didn’t say – finish Alpha Female – this one I think is taking its sweet old time)
~Write more poetry (nebulous, yes. That’s all I’m willing to commit to)
~Take more pictures (photography has been sooooo neglected and I miss it so much!)
~And lastly, WORK ON GETTING FREELANCE EDITING JOBS. I had a few opportunities this year but they didn’t work out, although one was a very close call. Not only do we need the money, but my long-term goal is to make enough money to leave my day job. Scary, yes. Impossible? I don’t think so, if I do this right. And I know this won’t happen overnight — in fact, it could take quite awhile – years, maybe. But, as long as I’m moving forward, making progress, that’s enough for me. I want to believe I can make this happen. But if I never start, how will I ever know?
So those are my goals for next year. 😀 What are your goals for 2012?